My Life/Relationship Story…
When I Met You, You Where 29. When I Found Out Your Real Age I Realized You Had Lied, But By That Time I Fell So Deep My Heart Sanked. I Was In-Love With You. Form That Point I Demanded Honesty. Thinking You’d Be True To Me. Three Times You Cheated, Three Times You’ve Lied. The First Time That’s When I Realized, I Was In-Love With A Liar. But Still I Fell So Deep My Heart Sanked. I Was In-Love With You. The Second Time We Fought And You Punched Me As If I Was Nobody. Blood Everywhere,The Floor,Bed And The Bathroom Sink. Right Then I Should Have Left You, But I Fell So Deep My Heart Sanked. I Was In-Love With You. I Should Have Left You, But Still I Stayed. And Now Still Til This Day Living With The Scares Of A Cracked Nose And That Memory. Weed, X And 4Bars, These Are the Things You Got Me Into. These Are The Things I Allowed Myself To Get Into. I Can’t Put It All On You Cause In The End I Had A Choice. I Just Couldn’t Fall Out Of Love With You, Cause By That Time I Fell So Deep My Heart Sanked Into You. Strip Clubs And Prostitution, These Are The Things You Boasted About as If It Was A Medal Of Honor For You. Your Honor, My Shame, I Learned To Cover Up The Pain. A Mask Is What I Wore And I Did It So Well It Become Part Of Who I Was,While Still Dying In The Inside…
You Would Bring Your Friends To Come See Me,But Behind Your Back They Try And Screw Me. These Are The Things You Boasted About. Your Honor, My Shame,Which Turnt Into Pain. To Embarrassed And Ashamed To Call Home, So Instead I kept Them At Bay… The 3rd Time You Cheated I Was Pregnant With Our Lil Baby Boy. I Knew I Should Have Left You, But I Was Determined To Make It Work For The Sake Of Our Son, So Loyalty Stood Stronger Then Ever. After 3yrs And A Baby Later I Was Determined To Finally Leave. I Realized That Taking Care Of You Was Killing Me. I Didn’t Know Who I Was Anymore. I Forgot Where I Came From, But I Knew This Wasn’t Me. This Wasn’t Who I Was Suppose To Be…
I Know People Will Read This And Ask “Why Didn’t I Get Out Sooner?” “How Did I Allow It To Get This Far?” But it’s Easier Said Then Done When Your Blinded By Love And Eyes Glued Shut. It’s Just Not That Simple…
However I Do That Him, Because If It Wasn’t For Him I Wouldn’t Know What Love isn’t. i Wouldn’t Have Learned How Not To Be So Quick To Judge Other People.And How To Never Lie, Because I Know The Pain One Lie Can Do.Some People Call Me Mean..I Call It Telling The Truth.. And I Expect Nothing Less From Other People(When It Comes To Keeping It 100 With Me). It’s Because Of Him That I Can Reach My Full Potential, And Now I Can Love Again. With Someone Who Loves me For Who I Am And Who I Am Not. But Whoever That Person Maybe One Day I Hope To Hear Those Words That Khleo Thomas Spoke On
This Is My Story…
