Wednesday, September 29, 2010

This Is Just A Thought Or A Prayer...


What Happened To Those Times We Use To Spend Talking On The Phone Everyday.The Times When I Didn't Have To Chase U Down Just To See How U You Were Doin?Now Its As If Ur Gone With The Wind No One Knows Where U Are Or Were Ur Going.I Miss U Sometimes An Others Not So Much,I Don't Miss U 4 Me But For My Son A Man To Be.No One To Show Him How To Be A Man Or How To Treat A Lady.I Can Only Teach So Much But Who Teaches The Rest.Guess All I Can Do Is Pray God Plz Send Me Ur Best Man Because My Journey Is About To Began To Raise A Boy 2 Become A Man.

Sunday, September 26, 2010

If I Was Invisible...


If I Was Invisible, Would I Feel So Hurt...
If I Was Invisible, Would I Still Wanna Cry...
If I Was Invisible, Would I Still Wanna Be Seen Or Would I Wanna Stay That Way...
To Be Invisible, I Do Sometimes Wish,
But Would It Solve My Problems Or Just Make It Worst..
To Be Invisible Will It Help Or Would I Just Be Considered A Run Away...
To Be Invisible, I Do Sometimes Wish.
If I Was Invisible, Who Would Miss Me Or Would I Be Remembered At All.
If I Was Invisible, Could I Still Be Lied To Or Taken Advantage Of?
If I Was Invisible, Hmmm...I Wonder.
To Be Invisible, Would I Still Feel Lost And Confused?
To Be Invisible, I Do Sometime Wish...
If I Was Invisible, Would It Make Everything Alright Or Just Sugar Coat Thing?
To Invisible, Man! I Do Something Wish.
But... In The End Would It Be Worth It?
If I Was Invisible, Would People Miss Me Or Just What I Do For Them???
If I Was Invisible, Would I Feel So Heartbroken Or Relieved That I Have No Heart To Break?
If I Was Invisible, Hmmm... I Wonder.
So If I Was Or To Be Invisible Would I Still Feel The Same?


I Wrote This Song When I Was Still With My Babies Dad, Me An My Mom Wasn't Talking. And I Just Started Asking My Self Questions About What If. So That's Pretty Much How I Came Up With This Poem. It's More Like Questions To Me Then A Poem But You Chose Were You Would Place It..

Thanks For Reading Much Love To You All.
Muahzzz...

Saturday, September 25, 2010

I Am Your AddicShun...


When You Look In The Mirror It's Me You See, Believe Me Can't No Other Woman Compete... I'm Your AddiShun.
Chocolate Brown Skin With Eyes You Can See For Miles, One Look For Me Would Make You Sin... I Am Your AddicShun.
Your Crystal To Your Meth, Crack To Your Pipe, Sugar To Your Kool-Aid, Peanut Better To Your Jelly... Yes!! I Am That AddicShun.
My Hips, My Thighs, They Curve Just Right... I Hypnotize And Yes I Do It Just Right... I Am Your AddicShun.
I'm The Reason You Have The Erg For Nicotine... Just Call Me, Newport Queen.
You Know That Burn You Get In Your Chest After Your First Puff Of Chronic, I'm The Reason You Grab It, The Reason You Had To Feel Something New An Exotic... Yes I Am Your AddicShun!!!



That Was A Poem I Wrote A Long While Back. It Was One Of My Favorites, And You Probably Se e Why... Lol But This Is What I Do I Write And I Love What I Do... :)





Wednesday, September 22, 2010

This Is A Poem I Wrote Almost About A Year Ago. I Don't Have A Title For It But It Was Just Something I Had To Get Off My Chest.


I Wrote This On The Train On The Way To My Dads House In VA. It's About Closure That I Needed For Me To Be Able To Get Over My Ex-Bf Aka My Baby's Dad. Writing Helps Me More Then Anything So This Is One Of Many That You Will Read. I Hope You Enjoy It If Not, Well I Didn't Do It For You I Did It For Me...


I Woke Up Yesterday And Knew You Were The One For Me. We Were Right In Every way I Enjoyed You, You Enjoyed Me, We Laughed, We Talked Nothing Was Wrong In Our Perfect Little World. We Were Free As Can Be. I Never Questioned Who You Were To Me Because You Were My Baby, And No Matter What You Did You Couldn't Hurt Me. I Believed In You, I Believed In Us. We Were One As Far As I Could See. And I Enjoyed Every Minute Of Every Second Of The Days That We've Spent Since Yesterday. Today When I Woke Up I Realized That We Would Never Be The Same. The Pain That I Once Couldn't Feel I Feel Every Last Drop As It Slowly Sinks Into My Soul. I Know You Believe Everything To Be Alright, But Really Everything Is Falling Apart. The Laughter I Once Enjoyed Has Become Nails To A Chalk Board, The Talks We've Once Had Turned Into Arguments Of Annoyance, And The Person I Once Loved Has Become Just A Friend. The Bound That We've Formed Could Never Be Broken, But The Love That We've Once Shared Is No More. Although My Love Is There It Will Never Be What You Want.. The Touch That We've Once Shared Is No Longer The Same For Me, And Although I Still Believe In You A Good Run We've Had, And Good Friends We've Been. However I Believe Our journey Has Come To An End. You Might Hate Me And Call Me All Kinds Of Bitches & Hoe's, But I Rather You Hate Me Then Rezent Me In The End. As I Come To End Of This Poem And Our Journey Just Want You To Know I Will Always Be Your Friend And You Will Always Be My First Love. THE END



I Wrote This As I Said A While Back And Til This Day My Ex Has Never Read It. I Never Mean For Him To Not Because I'm Hiding It But Cause When I Write Something I Do It For Me Not For People. When You Write Never Worry About What People Will Say Cause They Don't Your Pain, Sorrow, Joys, Or Lifestyle. When You Write Do You Don't Let People Make You...